CTguy4u

Maybe 10 years ago or so I finally came to grips with the fact I was really bad with women, and couldn't satisfy one with my small dick that often failed to get hard when it needed to. Even when it does get hard it's mostly kind of weak and not something a woman could get serious pleasure from riding.....so as that sunk in I became more and more submissive in my feelings. I actually became turned on by women rejecting me, making fun of me and beating me. It was my way of adapting to a situation in life. I'm now most happy when a hot woman uses me for a variety of things to make her happy... and it's definitely not fucking her. I will wash cars, pay for dates with other men...and just take whatever abuse they want to dish out. Sometimes I get kicked, slapped...sometimes I eat their pussy and ass, sometimes they just spit on me and laugh....and I enjoy it all... it's empowering.. I am finally giving these women satisfaction.

When it comes to sex I'm pretty pathetic and I'm just not very good at it. And even when I do get lucky enough to fuck a girl...I can't stay hard all the time. Sometimes I get hard with a girl so I wouldnt say I'm impotent by any means but I do think I get nervous and self conscious about my ability to fuck. My dick is about 5 inches, at its absolute hardest and 5 inches around. This puts me on the edge of "not satisfying" on the official women's penis size preference chart.

Over time I have just accepted my predicament and I've gradually become very submissive and shy around women. I believe that women and are superior to me and I believe that most men are sexually superior to me. Whenever I see beautiful women I imagine how she would dominate me. I imagine her humiliating me and making fun of me and teasing me with her body. I imagine her telling how I will never get to fuck her and then telling me how her real man is going to fuck her later that night.

I've realized I was put here to be a submissive to a dominant woman and I hope to find someone to explore this realm of fantasies. I want to find a woman who not only accepts who I am and is interested in having a submissive man in her life. Someone she enjoys teasing, tormenting, verbally humiliating, slapping, denying, and all the other good things that go along with a Femme domme sub male relationship.

I seek a woman who will respect limits but enjoys slapping me. A woman who can slap me across the face and tell me to shut the fuck up when she wants to. A woman who will make fun of my inadequacies and takes pleasure in it.

I find it a turn on to serve as a sub for women and I have no problem eating out a woman before she fucks a real man or cleaning out her pussy after she has been fucked. Maybe you want me to fluff your boyfriend and get him ready to fuck you... or maybe you want me to lick your asshole while youre being fucked by him...

While I dont find myself attracted to men I do fantasize about being fucked and giving blow jobs. I would love for my Domme to help set up sessions where I was made to suck cock and fucked. While there is pleasure in the anal sex... its more mental I think, the fact my Domme is enjoying me being taken.

One specific fantasy is a wrestling match... whereby my Domme set things up for me to wrestle a man much stronger than myself... Im 5-7 150.. not very big or in great shape...basically no chance of me winning and she says... Ok if you beat him.. you can fuck me.... if he beats you... his gay top friend going to fuck you. I obviously lose and have no energy left to resist as his friend goes on to plow my ass.

There is no greater thrill for me than when a woman is getting enjoyment by using me. Tormenting, verbally humiliating, slapping, reminding me I don't get to fuck her. I used to have delusions of fucking a variety of women but my average looks and poor game led me on a path to submissiveness... I'm able to please women but now in a different way than I had imagined. The human brain is amazing at how it adapts.

Aside from this, I am a pretty normal guy believe it or not, in fact, my public persona is alpha.

I've never been good with women, with pleasing women. So over time (of course with help from the internet), I've realized my calling in life so to speak. I'm turned on by the thought of a woman laughing at me, laughing at me thinking I could get to fuck her, laughing and making fun of me when my dick doesn't get hard, laughing and making fun of me if it does get hard at how it's not big enough to please a woman. Laughing and beating me (I'm not a massive pain slut so beatings should be bearable). Laughing as I'm made to fuck a fleshlight in front of her and maybe her lover. Laughing while she milks my prostate as I whimper and my cum leaks out without the pleasure of an orgasm. I'm now most happy when a woman uses me for a variety of things to make her happy... and fucking her is usually not on the menu.
I will wash cars, pay for dates with other men...and just take whatever abuse they want to dish out. Kicked, slapped... eat salad after you've peed on it... eat their pussy and ass after they have gone out to the club or fucked another guy.. spit on me and laugh....and I enjoy it in the sense it's empowering.. I am finally giving a women pleasure. I believe that women are superior to me and I believe that most men are sexually superior to me. Whenever I see beautiful women I imagine how she would dominate me. I imagine myself washing and waxing her car, cleaning her bathroom, or whatever. I imagine her humiliating me and making fun of me and teasing me with her body. I imagine her telling how I don't get to fuck her and then telling me how her real man is going to fuck her later that night. (I should also mention that I still do very much want physical contact and if I'm being 100% honest, the very occasional fuck). I enjoy extended face sitting, snuggling, and cock teasing.

I've realized I was put here to be a submissive and I want to find a woman who not only accepts who I am but is genuinely interested in having a submissive man in her life. Someone she enjoys teasing, tormenting, verbally humiliating, slapping, denying, but selectively rewarding and all the other good things that go along with a femme domme sub male relationship.

I seek a woman who will respect limits but enjoys being mean and humiliating. A woman who can slap me across the face and tell me to shut the fuck up when she wants to. A woman who will make fun of my inadequacies and takes pleasure in it, while at the same time cherishing the submissiveness I offer.

I seek a woman who will respect limits but really enjoys being naturally dominant, and has the ability to incorporate mean, humiliating, and verbally abusive and to a slightly lesser extent physically abusive play, but also enjoys snuggling up to watch a movie.